On Beginings and on poetry...

Monday is alwayst the worst day of the week.I don't know why,maybe it's just something that is lingering upon me from my shool-days.This particular Monday however is quite special,not for any exeptional reason but just because I woke up feeling cheary and i was in a good mood during the day.However,it was kind of sad acknowledging that it was the lass seminar of a class I have really loved:my Breaching Boundaries class.I was given an once in a lifetime opportunity to read wonderful books(like Orwell's 1984)and been given a satisfactory analysis of them.
Aside from that though,this last seminar got me thinking about endings and beginings;no matter how much fun I had during this semester,or how much I enjoyed most of my classes I am not sorry to see the semester finishing.It was a difficult,long and demanding semester but this is not why I'm glad it has come to an end.The possibility of this new semester,which will be initiating in about a month gives me joy,knowing that I will have to follow all these new seminars which will provide me with new knowledge,I feel that this new knowledge will take me one step further to my goal(i have noted over and over again that I have no idea what this goal is).All i know is that life makes so much more sense now,than it did a year ago,i know things now which will rise me closer to my ideal-self and that is sufficient.
They have this debate going on in Oxford uni which I've found so interesting and fun to follow. Its about poetry and sciense:"Poetry is beautiful,but sciense is all that matters". Dr Macdonald who is currently debating in favor of poetry set in his speech that poetry isn't beautiful because it is not an ornament with no use,poetry does matter.
Applying to the term poetry all literary pieces,I scream that poetry DOES matter!!
I've been trying to figure out why poetry matters to me and I can't find the right words to do it.I want to keep off the word beautiful,so I'll just say that poetry has made my life meaningful,I am not very sure why the earth revolves around the sun but I know that the sun has never shone as brightly as it does when having read a book you cupture its meaning,its patterns,what the writer whishes to convey and accepting that or dissaproving it,nevertheless there is nothing like that particular moment of enlighntment,that moment when you understand who you truly are(taking into consideration that who you are equals to what you believe in).
Poetry matters to me i guess,because in the end of the day,poetry is all i have and i've never been happier, as i am right now that i realized this.

CONFESSIONS!!

S. Beckett believed that there is no concrete meaning in life.Now,I don't like Beckett in general but the truth is that I can't help but wandering if he was right?What if I am doomed to lead a life which will proove,by the end of my days, that Beckett was right?That our existance, our journey through life is vain?I am scared of that day like christians are scared of hell.And sometimes I regret that I reached that point when I realized there is no such thing as a God,religions always justify existance but like my teacher says(and forgive my inability to quote but she tends to say it in Latin)fear whas what created Gods.Those who don't know ARE happy!

The same teacher mentioned above says my writing is incoherent which results from my incoherent manner of thinking.I fail to understand why this is a problem!A while ago I was reading an article my teacher wrote on her grad.school and in spite of risking sounding a bit cocky I have to admit that I did recognize some similarities in the writing.Sometimes, I wish I could talk to her about that among other things.I truly believe that if someone has found out the secret of being then that has to be my teachers,it's like they are in to this big secret and they just want care and then I wonder why wont literature open up to me like to them?and i cry silently!

Sometimes I feel like I am fake,I know i am.It's like this:i am supposed to love colors(bright and happy colors-thats what my wardrobe's made off)but then i think that thats just a way to hide that "i look inside and i see my heart is black"(from my all-time classical PAINT IT BLACK).

Then I say what if I am just not through with being a teenager?Is there a specific age or a factor that moves you from one age group to the other?I sure as hell still feel confused about everything and I'd like to believe that this is because I never really grew up than think that maybe just maybe life is like this,things never actually take their course!

People say that you can be in a crowd and still feel lonely!This is tru,you can be sitting next to someone and be lonlier than ever, I am scared of solitude yet it seems to haunt me everywhere I go,even in my thoughts?How do you find those people that you are suppose to feel at home when you are with them?Or have I been watching too much tv?

In shock

Last night i watched Boys dnt cry!!
i am still weeping over it!:(:(
it just goes straight to the pantheon of my greatest movies ever!it's one of those movies that,even I(who loves going all analytical)can't say a single word!It's just beautiful,period!!
i just needed to share it with you
p.s:the soundtrack rocks too!!

Crossing my fingers&hoping for the best!! :P

ok i still dont know whats happening with my exams!we've reached a complete new level of stupititness in my uni!!we rock!we are one(ok maybe nt one bt we are in the top5)of a kind:P
I can't wait to go to Paris!!I am looking forward to it so much that a part of me is already there!I can see us there already,having fun,being lost and stuff!!its just a little over a month thats left,it's nothing right??!!
so tomorrow i'm watching Annie!!have mercy!!has everyone gone mad?ofcourse!!some times i really wonder if it all had been the right choice,i know it is,it's where i am supposed to be bt the whole year just started a bit off,but 2009 is a good year I can tell!!i guess its ok to question one's status(especially if this particular status is being static) bt better things are on their way,I feel it inside!!
I cross my fingers that my professor will have only good thinks to say abt my research paper!(i'm getting the feedback 2morrow). if she doesn?hell with her!i worked my ass off and i didn't have to!what i've gained from the research is way bigger than anything her classes could offer,i wont even remember anything in a month,bt the research?thats a keeper!

A bit abt my studies!!

Interesting trivia: S. Below believed that a happy person,a satisfied person is a failure but the uhappy person who never seizes to quest is a sucess story!!

Our professors take it as a given that we embrace Darwin's theories completely,that we can only think of Christianity in terms of myth,so sometimes I would like to tell them that I know plenty of people who do believe that God created the world!and think (if they are at all familiar with it)that the Darwinian theory is just another theory!!I would love to see the shock pass through their faces!just like last year when i wrote an essay about abortion and my feminism teacher was shocked to realize that some young women believe we have no right to do it.

SO is it wrong to think of Others as limited??coz i keep coming back to this modernist idea!
I'm just a horribe person!!!

SO how could you(you!that teaches my favourite class!!)say that i didn't care enought??how could you have insulted me in such a manner??I guess I should be more understanding,after all does menopause ring a bell??

REFLECTING ON BENJAMIN BUTTON

Last suturday I went to the movies(again!)anyways Benjamin Button is a really good film,it has nothing to do with what Fitzgerald wrote but it's actually a good movie,my teacher said that its closely related to the American Dream, this wish for youth is neverending she said.for me it was more like this think that Orwell called the process of unlearning. You see people are supposed to grow up,from a baby you become an old person and this process supposedly matures you but in Benjamin's case it goes the other way around, i think Fitzgerald wanted to highlight how superficial our society is,instead of learning through time and experience we have mastered the skill of forgetting,our world instead of gowing forward is constantly going backwards. Actually I think the movie had a couple of confusing stuff,for example in the novel ben is old in appearence and mind,in the movie he's old bt wants to go out and play,fitzgerald wanted to show that we start of thinking that we are better that our forefathers bt in reality we end up making the same mistakes, also the great Hollywood industry having to be commercial fitted into the movie this odd paradox:a love story!fitzg. believed that everything was superficial(remember the great gatsby)so love realations are nothing more than an illusion-you can't have eternal love because its not real!
anyway chears for brad cz he was really good!not as good as his Jesse James though!!!
so thats just me reflecting on benjamin button!!

Θέλω να δώσω εξετάσεις!!!

Τζιαι ρωτὠ σε is that too much to ask? ¨Ενα εξάμηνο που έκατασα τον κώλο μου κάτω και εδίαβαζα και εν έχασα μάθημα(ok με ελάχιστες εξαιρέσεις!) να μεν με αφήνουν να δώσω εξετάσεις!!!που την μέρα που ήρτα εκάμαμε μια μέρα μάθημα, τις υπόλοιπες δυο βδομάδες καθούμαστε και πέζουμε τα χείλη μας!!ευτυχως δηλαδή που είχα τζιαι τζινη την εργασία τζαι ασχολούμουν!!!την ΤΕΛΕΙΑ εργασία!!οΪ για το αποτέλεσμα,,γιατι εν ειμαι εγώ που να το κρίνω αλλά για ούλο το research,ούλο το διάβασμα κλπ!! nway και ρωτώ σε εγώ τωρά που την ετέλειωσα πότε θα την παραδώσω??αφού εν μου ανίεις τη σχολή να δω την καθηγήτρια μου να της τη δώσω!
Και μετά πιάνει με το άλλο το άγχος, αν, λέμε αν ανοίξει η σχολη και δώσουμε εξετάσεις και εν εχώ τελειώσει ως τις 16 τι θα κάμω?που εμένα στις 16 περιμένει με το Παρίσι πως και πως???
Απελπίζουμε και ενεν του στυλ μου!!τι να κάμω???
θἐλω πτυχίο ΤΩΡΑ!!!!!!

Pisw stn vasi!!

Irta kipro!oi simera,prin 2-3 meres...epireastika pu tus ipolipous kipreous tis athinas pu san tus limpurus emazepsan tis promitheies tous(opou promitheies vlepe ouliiiiiiiiin tin periusia tous)kai apou fiei fiei!!Gia na pw tin alitheia mu pantws niwthw tipseis!!!epidi fetos pu egina protipo fititrias kai mono stin skepsi oti mporei na exasa kanena mathima tremw!!eimai krima ene??pantws egw to arthro mu eparedwsa to me email stn kathigitria mu,alla jini en mu apantise!!!ma tutin tin anestia egw en mporw na tin katalavw!!pe mu ena en ok enen ok whatever!!

telospantwn kai irta kipro pu leeis...kai me to pu epatisa to all-staraki mu sto patrio edafos epiase me jini i katanalwtiki mania pu me pianei panta!!!les kai zw,oute gw xerw pu,pu en exei magazia!!eleos,oi alloi erkunte stin athina na psumnisun kai gw perimenw kipro gia na faw kai to teleutaio mu cent!!oi pws athina en psumnizw,pros Theou!!alla alli i xari stin kipro...itan exallu mias protis taxews efkairia na faw kai ta eurw mu pu itan pagiedeumena se ena logariasmo pu tn Septemvri!!itan na men ta timisw??

Stin Kipro efien tus enas Al Capone,stn arxi esixistika..lalw kai gw ma epellanan ouloi?telika ematha oti itan to paratsukli tu!Pantws giati to paratsuklin tu en Al Capone egw en ekatalava!!Telospantwn to oti tutos o kirios apodrase einai polla big deal len!ws kai o ipourgos eparetithike.2 fores,les kai en kinos pu ekratan skopia!!pantws tuti i paraitsi en gia na mathainun kapioi pu paretunte gia to theatro!!

Stin Larissa lalei kiolas epiasan k 2 kipreous..twra oi pellokipreoi na en taraxies??kati en kolla gia osous xeroun ti tha pei cypriot-fititiko lifestyle!!

Egw pantws akoma na mpw sto christmas spirit!!!isws giati kathe fora pu skeftume xristugenna skeftome to dentro sto Sintagma pu ekaigetun iperoxa kai meta skeftome ton Alexi...

En anipomonw katholou na fiw...protimw na skeftume oti tutes oi diakopes den tha exun telos!!ekurastika stin Athina...ate na teliwnw na fefkw kai tus varethika den tous mporw pu lalei kai o Vasilis..

Anyways!!

Have a Happy Holiday!!

Na kaun ta kamena!!

Ti na peis gia to mwro pu eskotwsan??ta logia en polla lia gia na perigrapsun ta sinaisthimata pu niwthei mia olokliri xwra....
Edwkan se enan aneuthino pistoli k enomise oti egine antras epidi tu to edwkan...en mporei na to silavei to mialo mu!!pws skotwneis enan anthrwpo?kai poso mallon ena mwro??
oi astinomikoi en i moni omada anthropwn pu en mporw na tus evrw dikaio,taxa ena mu peis enje vrazun ouloi st idio kazani alla gia mena ouloi ta idia skata einai!pu tin stigmi pu apofasizeis na iperaspizesai to sistima,na eisai to stratiwtaki tu eisai axios tis miras su!!
eni ftaiei oute i ekpaideusi twn astinomikwn oute tipote pu tutes tis malakies...ftaei to sistima su file mu!etheles kapitalismo?louthu tn twra!!pu nomizeis oti taxa exeis dimokratia epidi afinun se na laleis oti theleis...en etsi nomizeis i eleutheria logou??taxa epeidi mporei paradigmatos xari to KKE na kamei poreia simainei oti epitrepeis se oules tis politikes omades na ekfrazonte?afu pu tn alli iposkapteis to,geliopioeis to...afineis to na akuetai oso oso apla k mono gia na rixneis staxti sta matia tu kosmou...k aman su fiei lion o elexos arkefkeis na skotwneis tn neolaia,epeidi xereis to oti en jini pu ena su antistathei,en jini pu na stathei stin prwti ti grammi...k meta laleis gia taraxies k gnwstous agnwstous pu ekrusan tn poli...afu en esi pu tous prokaleis,xereis oti simferei se giati etsi rixneis panw tous to varos...epidi exei 5-10 pellous pu mpenoun mes tis poreies,pan k kruzun tis duleies twn allwn tn ftwxwn twn mikromesaiwn(pu k jinoi tholwnun kai en thwroun tous pragmatikous ipeuthinous) kai katadikazeis tis diadilwseis kai foitsazeis ton kosmo kai anagkazeis ton na katsei pas ton kanape tu sana kai enen tn diki tu zwi pu klefkun en kapoiou xenou...
enas simmathitis tou Alexi egrapse oti eskotwsan ton epeidi eipe se ena mpatso oti itan mpatsos k en to antexe!!k mono tuto to mwro 15xronwn ekatalave tin alitheia...mono i neolaia ekatalave giati ethisiastike o Alexis...

Agapimene mu Agie Vasili

Parolo pu exei polla xronia na su grapsw gramma fetos eipa na ekmetalleutw to oti exw blog k siura kapoio xwtiko su ena en computer-freak k ena to dei kai na su to pei!!Egw gia na xereis pisteukw oti iparxeis kias lalun oti theloun ouloi oi alloi!!!
Gia fetos loipon epeidi en eimun apla kali imun TELEIA exw polla pramata na su zisitisw ki as peis oi re Agie Vasili!!
Loipon thelw na fereis dwra se olous!!

Gia tin mama mu na tis fereis enan antra perkei evrume isixia!!!alla na en o TELEIOS antras ok??
Gia tn Princess no3 na tis fereis pollin ilio k kanena ouranio toxo,ok?an exeis kai kanena rouxo k lio nou na su perisefkei fere tis!mono kalo tha tis kamei!!
Gia tn Princess no1 na tis fereis parapanw xrono gia na thimate na mas pianei k kanena tilefwno se pio fisiologikes wres!!a fertis k lii mnimi an sou vrethetai giati sinexia xihanei gmt!!
Gia ton Pelopida fere tu ena kolanaki kai mia lima na tu limariskume t nixuthkia tu!!
Gia ton Pello fertis ena antra!!!na en aristeros,na en kalo mwro gia more info call her!!!
Gia to rest of my family fere tus lio nou re Santa k kapou stn poreia exasan ton ouloi!!!
Gia tn P!! ennoeitai ti prepei na fereis
Gia tous kathigites mu fere tus lii parapanw ipomoni kai lious parapanw vathmus giati profanws lipounte na tus valun aploxera...an omws eixan lious parapanw pistefkw pws ena itan ouloi euxaristimenoi!
Gia ton Alki mu na ginei xrisos o diskos tou i platinenios whatever en pio wow!!


Gia mena agapimene mu Agie Vasili extos pu ta ilika agatha p PREPEI na mu fereis(roloi,galotses,ruxa etc) thelw na mu fereis k ena PTIXIO!! na me dextun gia Master jiame pu 8elw(asxeto an akoma enixerw pu,esi omws siura ena xereis)episis na mu fereis liin parapanw agapi se parakalw,e k opws lalei k to Ilektraki vale k kanena-dio prigkipes na xume!!
auta!!
ennoeitai oti prepei na pareis se oulous oti thelun!!!xereis esi en8a ginw grafiki k na katsw na su ta lalw ena-ena!!

S'agapw para poli Agie Vasili mu!!!ate k xairetismata ston Roudolf!!!!!!!!!

RANDOM THOUGHTS!!!!!!!must be that time of year!!

Simera evrexe...anixa t matia mu kai akusa ts stagones na peftun plats plats...itan iperoxaaaa!!!!!pethainw na vrexei kai na eimai spiti..en teleia!!!
i nuna mu kai i mama mu simera epian gia pswnia...k meta epesan panw stn alli mu thn theia...poso ena ithela na imun jiame mazi tus.....
popse eida tn Forest Gump...ma ti wraio ergo!!xairume pu pleon xrisimopoiw kai ts epaggelmatikes m(lemen twra)gnwseis!!
oi simfitites mu apofasisan preety much gia to metaptixiako tous...egw akoma!!!axwnume pu en xerw ti thelw na kamw me tin zwi mu...an eimun giatros itan na ixera!!alla en eimai!!!
oi files mu ekaman mu dwro ton MIKRO NIKOLA...enixerw an ton exeis akusta,oi korues pantws en tn ixeran!!egw omws ixera ton pu panta!!kai twra pu to diavazw en polla pio asteio apo oti itan pu eimun mwro
epia STHN ekdilwsi epses!!itan iperoxa!!mageutika!!!mpravo mpravo kai polla sixaritiria!!so sorry gia olous pu den tin etimisan!!
anipomonw na dw tis xaderfes mu!!!anipomonw na men mporume na sinenoithume!!na pezume oti ta xerume oula enw stn pragmatikotita en xerume tipote!!eimaste axtipito TRIO emeis!!!the royal family!!
parolo pu murmurw gia to diavasma..enthusiazome pu exw tosa na diavazw!!afu trellenome gamwto!!afu latrevw ta ouuuuuuuuulaaaaaaaaaaaa t vivlia pu exw na diavasw!!
nomizw oti ta xristugena en konta stin poli...arxisa na niwthw to christmas spirit!!!thelw na stolisw dentro...thelw na vlepw lampues na anavwsvinoun pantu...na mpainw mes to spiti kai na mirizei kanella pu thewrw oti en to ultimate christmas frequence!!axxx santa is coming to town!!ti ena mu ferei arage fetos??thelw pantws na to vrw pukatw pu to dentro kai na to anixw on christmas morning!!!kai meta thelw na kamw dwra se oulousssss fetos!!but that is impossible,unfortunately!!
How wonderfully christmassy this christmas is going to be!!i am sure about it!!

Vroxi mu!!

tis teleutaies imeres akuw sinexia to vroxi mou tou Thivaiou...enixerw giati thelw na to akuw xana k xana k xana!!alla oses fores kai na to akusw den pavei pote na me sigklonizei jinos o stixos pu lalei tuto to swma pu dipsa!!en mporw na prosdiorisw ti akrivws einai pu mu trava tin prosoxi k molis akuw tutes tis lexeis niwthw complete!!o thivaios ematha prosfata espudase k edidaske kiolas filosofia!!ma men deis poso anevike stn ektimisi mu...apla kai mono epidi en filosofia!

axwnume oti pu na paw home,mporei telika na men einai teleies oi diakopes mu!thelw k xriazome tuta ta xristugenna na en apla iperoxa alliws entha antexw!epethimisa extos pu tn mama mu para polla ts xaderfes-kaladerfes mu!!emeis oi 3 mazi eimaste teleies!niwthw to!!manama mu ta mwra mu!!

en eixe oute Greys Anatomy simera na dume an anastithike i meredith!!e ma gamwto!!ws k i kopela st starbucks erwtuse gia tin meredith!!skeftu p ekatantisame!!

laleis na ekama tipote??oi egw xerw to oti en ekama tipote!!an exete provlima den ftaime emeis!

edwka k t midterm today!nomizw eperasa to!!elpizw diladi giati entha antexw etsi pligma!!efien k o niovris sxedon!!eutixws giati itan o katexohin pio kurastikos minas...so far!!

epethimisa kati alla enmporw na prosdiorisw ti!
me tn patera exei kati mines na antallaksume lexi!enixerw giati!!en exw idea actually alla arketa!!k oi alloi na enthusiazonte misximu!!xarisman tus!!an den itan kai jina ta mwra elalun su egw!!manamu ta mwra mu ti na kamnun arage??e o kathenas me ta provlimata tu file mou!!

Ginane theama k mas trellenei!!!

Epses epia stn Akti Peiraiws!!Pu na sta lew!!an eginetun na eimai kathe nixta jimesa itan na eimun!!alla nway!!ena arkepsw pu tn zuganeli k tn kalivazi!!Itan kaloi ok itan pollaaa kaloi alla oson erwtas k an einai o giannis kapoia stigmi kurazesai,eidika aman perimeneis tn vasili na fkei gia na se apoteliwsei!!o mpoulas teleios!!!!diladi mono pu tn thwreis firnesai...krima omws pu o polis o kosmos en tu anagnwrizei to poso kalos einai san tragudistis k xerun tn mono san ithopio!!!O thivaios??ma ti na pw gia tn thivaio!!apo pu na arxisw kai pu na teleiwsw??teleios!!mono teleio??theos!!!k to theos en lio tu!to mono pu mu erketun st nou kathe fora pu emfanizetun pas ti skini me jino to xamogelo itan "Ma ti kalos",jino to xamogelo pu en sana k o idios en t pistefkei oti jinos o kosmos en jiame gia jinon!!ti na pw teleios...eperimena px oti ena varkumun na akusw tn amlet tis selinis i to poso poli s'agapisa alla me jini tn aggeliki fwni tu pws na varetheis??
O vasilis?ti na pw gia tn monakrivo m??kathe fora pu tn thwrw agapw tn parapanw!!akoma k twra sxedon 24 wres meta en exw lexeis na perigrapsw tn vasili,lexeis pu entha moiazun lies tu!o vasilis o theos!ethimithika molis tn eida jino pu elalusame tote sts sinavlies ts EDON:"otan tha pethanw stn tafo mu min valete kantili,valte mu ena stereo na akuw tn vasili". kai pu eipe to gia sena tragudw...nai eklea!!!giati?epidi en o vasilis k oti k na peis en gia mena pu traguda k gia sena kai gia ton dipla kai gia tn paradipla...k istera pale eklea pu eipe tn omorfi poli...kai eklea epidi agapw tn toso polla oi gia tous stixous oi gia to oti mu thimizun kati alla epidi en o vasilis kai kahe fora pu tn thwrw niwthw mesa mu tosa polla pramata...sana k thwrw kapoion polla diko mu anthrwpo pu exw aiwnes na dw...oufu kai twra pu xerw oti ena kamw allon toso kairo na ton dw stenaxwrkume apistefta.....itan apla MESMERIZING,ENCHANTING...(men me peripexeis men to pareis strava...apla etsi en t pramata)
st telos pu efkinan ouloi pas tn skini kai itan xarumenoi itan sana k ekrifokitazes mes tn paradeiso...kai nai eimai paraxeni alla extos pu tn PELLO kanenas allos en ta ektimise tuta...mporei epidi kanenu allu en efkalan nero t podia t na perimenei tn vasili na fkei t kalokairia k ts xeimwnes pukatw pu tis simaiues ts EDON,k na fwnazume VASILI ela mas exei piasei trella!!nway eskeftumun epses pu en emporusa na kimi8w me tn iperentasi,tn tosi xara,eskeftumun pu leeis ma twra en fisiologiko pu eimai me anthrwpus pu enw traguda o vasilis k o thivaios tn mikri patrida(k an dn to akuses oute kan mporeis na to fantasteis) k na milun metaxi tus gia malakies?en fisiologiko?i dnt think so...O PELLOS k gw mono to ektimisame to epsesino i'm sure!!so sorry for them edw pu ta leme....
k episis na pw oti exei para polla xronia na dw tn vasili toso...iremo...toso sigkinimeno...esteketun 5 lepta k akue tn kosmo na tn xeirokrota k eimun siuri oti twra ena klapsei twra...makari na en kala o vasilis mu na mu dia etsi nixtes because this is life baby!!
makari na mporusa na girisw pisw to roloi na paw st epses k na miniska jiame forever and ever!!!

Kipros-Politexneio Pote pia fasismos

Kathe xrono i poreia tu politexniu en pio enipwsiaki pu tn proigumeni.Fetos 10 000 plasmata p eporeutikan mes ta nera!!oi mpravo tous!aise emeis p eimaste neoi k pelloi k sinithismenoi(na men thimithw sts ekloges persi p eimastan ouli mera me t ruxa t vremena)alla oi pio megaloi an8rwpoi?oi mpravo tous kai na skeftesai oti taxa mes tn poreia simera eixe k kosmo pu itan pu ta kala st politexneio i kosmo pu eixan filous st politexneio,t shocking ene???T prwi kiolas eixame paei k st Politexneio gia na valume kanena louloudaki st mnimi twn paidiwn..itan apisteuta!!ta stefania k ta louloudia,eidika oi triantafilies p antizun pu katw p ts pesmenes piles...apisteuto!k itan k ta mwra pu pan me gonius pappudes klp k jino an itan apisteuto!!i periergia tus gia to ti egine nomizw oti ena ekamne opoiodipote aristero na xarei...k etsi opws anevainamw ts skales mes st Politexneio enwtha oti itan na perasun t paidia t '73 p dipla mas,eniwtha oti ekatevenan ts skales vourwntas,gelwntas k kratwntas st xeri ts kainurgies prokirixeis p eixan sxediasei.T politexneio en p jina t gegonota pu an eixa time-maschine itan na ithela na piena pisw na to ezusa k gw!!!
To allo shocking itan oti egnwrisame tn Alki!!ma ti kalos??teleios opws tha elee k mia fili mu!!!!!K einai teleios!!!eugenikos,xamogelastos,me orexi gia kuventa k ena axos gia to an akusame t cd t k an mas arese!!etsi en oi pragmatikoi star aploi k kaloi!!k astiepse mas kiolas!!eperasan toses wres,efame tosa nera p tn wra pu ton eida k omws grafw ta tuta gia ton Alki k exw ena xamogelo terastio!!
Today is another happy day opws lalei k i Whinnie st Happy Days,mono p i diki m itan Happy pu ta kala!!
P.S:ta sintrofakia m en ta piooooooooooooooo kala mwra stn kosmo!!k en mporei kanenas ma kanenas na mu allaxei gnwmi!!"Palikaria ena k ena! Geia sas re paidia":)))))))

So sorry!!!!!!

Pu na mu xarizun tiares k ravdia egw tis govues mu en tis xanapatw mesa se mpuzukia...varkume re paidi m!giati thewrun me ouloi paranoiki??

telika o D. mporei na en ok!

gia tn kosmoistoriki mou sinantisi me tn P.P entha milisw...iposkiastike pu alla gegonota pio varia!!so sorry gia ton T. alla k gia tin G. So terribly sorry!!

An eixe k panselino itan na pw ok,en giauto p ginunte oula alla gmt en exei!Laleis na en t karma??alla taxa t ekamame k prokalesamen t?e olo k kati tha kamame....

Nomizw oti egini8ika s la8os epoxi.Panta episteuka to touto!!en xerw anen fisiologiko alla ama 8wrw tainies epoxis k 8wrw jina t fustania ta iperoxa p fisika prepei na fkaleis fausa mesa zilefkw!!!en me koftei egw 8elw na forw p jina!p eimun mwro st karnavalia panta entinumun prigkipissa i mikri kiria klp(fisika mia fora en ivra stoli etsi k enti8ika indianos-estenaxwre8ika poooollaaaa jini t fora)telospantwn!episis zilefkw p eixan terastius kipous,taxa emeis gt na men exume terastious kipous an den eimaste ekatomiriuxoi??k na kaleis ts filous s na pinun tsai t apogevma,na ka8ese pu katw p ts omprelloues s g na men s pianei o ilios gt taxa enen ts modas n eisai mavrismenos(aporia o karkinos t dermatos en st epoxi mas p anakaliftike???)an eixa kipo ena itan gematos me margarites!enen polla wraio louloudi?etsi aploui k gliko k filiko,manamu re k lalei s k an s agapa jinos p 8eleis.
Tn periptwsi na eimun ftwxi s jini tn epoxi k na mun dulara kamias p na zuse tuti t zwi apokliw tn epidi xala m tn fantasiwsi!pantws egw itan na mun polla kali me t "proswpiko" m!
Prigkipissa en 8a i8ela na eimai,anje t concept na zw se palati k na forw korwnes en akuetai k polla xalia alla nomizw ena protimusa apla na eimun polla plusia!
t siuro pantws einai oti egw itan na forusa t pio teleia fustania!k en akuw kuventa pas tuto!

(asxeto alla akm na apofasisw ti ena forisw stin exodo mu popse p en se tuti tn epoxi!!nomizw en pio epigon tuto,giati st telos opws itan na mun i pio teleia s jini tn epoxi ena eimai i pio xalia se tuti!)

T'akusame k auto!

Simera piga st geniki sineleusi ts FLS.COOL!!nway itan mia p ts korifaies sineleusis!oxi mono logw t kapnu,ts vavuras k tn loipwn iperoxwn paragontwn p sintelun st n dimirgiu8ei i apisteuti atmosfaira ts gen.sineleusis alla k logw t oti i DAPara mas anakoinwse oti 8elei n timisei to POLITEXNEIO me 3imerous eortasmus!alla men firnese akm!!it gets better!!o DAPits eipe mas k PSWMI PAIDEIA ELEUTHERIA!!sorry alla eseis en eisastan p exw p t politexneio??ekamen t skata o kwstakis k oi lipoi k prospa8ume n t pexume ena me tn lao??xaxa!!
Ta sin8imata en meso politikis ekfrasis.to 8ema einai ti apofasizei o ka8enas na fwnaxei!mporei oi gen.sineleuseis na fernun lio se varvares katastiseis(k en milw mono g ts ellinikes alla k gia jines ts EFEK)mporei na akuete paralogo to pws fwnazun ouloi mazi k st telos o enas na men akuei tn allo alla t 8ema einai se pia plevra t amfi8eatru dialeeis na sta8eis,ti dialeeis na akuseis!exei megali diafora t ti fwnazei i mia parataxi k ti fwnazei i alli.t sin8imata deixnun t politiko epipedo ts ka8e parataxis!o enas mporei na fwnazei g ts politikes t 8eseis k o allos g malakies,t na exiswneis tutes ts 2 fwnes enen aplos la8os,en egklima!!
Efkike k o Obama,oi kalw p en8a efkene.makari n exei parapanw nou p ts prokatoxus t alla xlwmo t vlepw.bt lets just give him the benefit of the doubt,only time will show!!

''Hope is all you need!''

First Impressions!

Today is the 1st day of my new life!!

So happy epd epitelous ena grafw ts skepseis m!oi opoies lets face it einai teleies!!just kiddin!!
simera einai oi ekloges st US,obama i mckein?same shit hello!!!opoios k na fkei ena sinexizei n pisteuei oti xerei ti en to kalitero g tn an8rwpotita!so funny really!

simera irte enas filos apo ta palia,oi polla palia k oi toso filos,i thought he was alla i've been wrong so many times!nway shuld i be happy??ipoti8etai oti afisa pisw m ts teleutaies kuventes p antallaxame k jina p aks oti episteve k eipe g mena,and i really have!BUT still anarwtiemai an mporeis pragmatika n sixwreseis kapoion p s pligwse s va8mo p s allaxe tn antili4i p exeis g ts an8rwpous...i'm more of a realist now i suppose but 8elw na vlepw ts an8rwpous dipla m k na ts skeftume san fwteines iliaxtides bt i dnt think i can anymore!so sad really!Nway pws prepei n antidrasw otan tn dw?xairume p ena tn dw,cz he was a friend bt still i can;t help bt think of all our bad moments.8imume otan kapoia fasi ts zwis m polla crowded p ipoxrewsis eixe m pei oti diafwnei m jina p kamnw opote 8a apomakrin8ei p tn zwi m!that's NOT what friends are for!

prospa8w n sini8isw tn kainurgia m zwi...xwris politikes k i8ikes ipoxrewseis!i sinideisi m dn m epivalei pleon t lifestyle m!So dear void i wonder is this good or bad?nmz panta eimun politiko atomo,i politiki kamnei tn kosmo n girizei opote t na men mas apasxolei einai kati polla epifaneiako!k my new life has so little room for politics,i miss it!!pleon niw8w oti eimai axristi,oti en prosferw tpt,ektos apo tn orgasmiki ikanopioisi p niw8w me t ma8imata m!!ts paraskeves niw8w spiti m!epd einai t spiti m,ekstaziazome(g n xrisimopioisw lexi mias filis)p tn stigmi p katevainw t skalakia k mirizome jini tn gnwrimi k pleon agapimeni mirwdia,mexri tn stigmi p akuw tn imno k niw8w anaxia n tn tragudw!its kinda nice oti pleon en piezume p tn xrono oti mporw n kamw jina p 8elw bt when i'm actually doing them skeftome what a waste of time!!
BT think POSTIVE!!thats what i always say
Prepei oposdipote n anaferw oti simera epia magazia!alla dn egorasa tpt!!tipote apolitws!!the truth is that i wasn't in a shopping mood at all,alla c'mon!
Poso paranoiko einai na 8eleis n s aresei kapoios?opoiodipote?apla g n xeis kati n skeftese???on friday apofasisa n vrw kapoion n m aresei!fsk exehasa that i was suppose to be looking so en ivra kn!st sxoli en mporw n vrw kapoion gt mes t LITERATURE u cant really find any guys!so the question is:P n vrw kapoion n m aresei??if he can like me back even better!!
SO i miss my cousin...i miss n ka8umaste k na leme malakies!na leei i ka8e mia t dika ts bt 2 still make sense!is it ok that i dnt feel the same way for my friends as i do for her??
Smokeeeee on the waterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!tepee forever and ever(?)